Captain-Yuki

I don't care anymore. I want to, but you don't, so why should i. I'm sorry for everything I've done but people make mistakes and I thought you of all people would understand... I tried leaving little hints here and there hoping you'd see and maybe, just maybe you'd wanna talk to me again... I'm too scared to send you a message cuz I already feel its too late... You probably hate me and I can't blame you... But I miss you. Honest to god I miss you so much. You're the only person who truly understood me and made me feel better when I was down. My life is so fucked up now I just want things to be how they used to be... I know it'll never happen

-Wants to draw and do the arts but has no time or even a computer to use tablet- Wah :c sometimes I get the urge to draw every now and then but I'm either busy at the time and end up forgetting about it or i don't have anything around me to draw with xD i need a laptop or something so I can use my tablet agaaiinnn, I miss it lol but I doubt my daughter would allow me enough time to myself to do much anyway :shrug: but I still wanna try~ Another issue all together tho is of course art block :/ I don't even have a fursona at the moment since I'm unsatisfied with her. I need a new one that fits me, who I am personally and what not xD but since

 Soooo I started drawing again here n there, trying to get back into ittt but at the moment I'm only drawing generic boring poses but a few I liked enough to try n post but for some reason it's not working :/ but that's ok cuz it's just crappy traditional stuff since I don't have a laptop anymorreee :c I miss it soooo but yeah ok gotta use my phone for everything n my data is rly low now so I must end this here, but I'm gonna try n be more active even if it's not by posting art. I just kinda miss this site in general :/ n all my old friends who probably don't rly consider me a friend so much anymore, but I wouldn't blame them... I'm kind of a